Thursday, 27 December 2012

Its The End Of 2012

Assalamualaikum peeps :)
 It's 26th of Dec. Just a few more days and 2012 would end. I'll be 19 soon. Should be more mature la kan? Nahh, don't think so lahh. Imma live my life while I'm still considered as belasan. Hihihi.So what's my new year resolution then? I don't think I have one. Except that trying to be a better muslimah. Sheesh every year ckp benda yang sama. It's okay kan? Trying is better than doing nothing kan? *pujuk hati

Oh I got my Sem results and Imma tell you it ain't good man. But alhamdulillah,at least I passed above 3.5. I expected more but I guess that's how far I can reach. Mum said to try harder. She said she knows Im capable of getting a lot more. InsyaAllah mummy :)
 I'll try extra-super-duper-vaganza hard this time.

Lately, lots of dramas have been going on. Like lotsa them. Sampai aku rasa boleh buat drama cerita melayu. InsyaAllah boleh lah menang award anugerah skrin ke :3 hoho.
Drama #1 : kena condemn dgn lecturer. Not me lah but a friend of mine. But it involves our band as well,so I guess it involves me? Hmm
Drama #2 : my friend is having confusion. Cinta tiga segi dia la kot. Haha, orang famous kan. Tu la kau, aku da cakap wat lek taknak dengar. Kan dah.
Drama #3 : Lately, I feel like left out gila. Dear friend, somehow I felt like you're just hanging onto me just because you don't have a choice? Because whenever you're with your friends, you just left me behind. Dude, this ain't elementary school no more. No need to shunt me down man. Talk to me straight to the face lah.
Drama #4 :  Involves a lecturer. But this time Im pretty sure it doesnt involve me but surrounds me with it.

Haulaaa. Now this is life. No matter what, we still have to lift our spirit, chin up, face forward and walk to the right path. Mum always said, there is no turning back and don't look back. Even if there's regret, kena lah terima the decision that we've made. It's our own choice so bear je lah kan. And even if it hurts you like you've been tear up too many times and been thrown shit like so many times, insyaAllah, HE's there with you all the time. All that we need to do is remember Him :)

"Bila harus menangis, aku kan menangis" -D'Masiv
12.07 a.m
Later bros


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