Right now,I don't give a damn if you guys would want to think that I'm being such a b*tch or gedik. All I care now is, suka hati aku la nak keluarkan everything sekarang. What I'm feeling can't be stored no more. It has to be let out. Everything.
A thing or two about me, when I love someone, I love truly and when I trust someone, I trust fully. Yes,you all would think "Apa ke sengal perempuan ni.Cepat gila percaya orang" . I know. Even I,myself would think of me that way. Tapi nak buat macam mana kan. I am who I am.
So now, I have to endure the pain of being hurt. All this while, I always believe that I'm the only one and there's no other. HAH! Obviously di situ angan-angan je kan? (Padan muka kau Ju. Percaya lah lagi.) Yes, I was definitely wrong. How on earth could I ever think that I would be the one? Derr banyak lagi kat luar tu. Like I said, when I love someone I love truly and when I trust, I trust fully. Seeing someone you love having a greater time with someone else is not something you would want to see,kan? Lagi2 kalau perempuan. Orang selalu cakap,kalau sayang orang tu,nak tengok dia gembira,let it be. Tapi sakit kat dalam ni, Ya Allah! Tuhan je tau. Rasa nak menangis tu pasti ada la kan. Tipu la kalau takde. Menangis da sure la. Sebabkan tiap hari nak kena pegi kuliah, muka memang buat tak tau je.
So, I decided to take some time to heal. But no matter how long it takes, the pain will never go away.NEVER! Kalau boleh hilang macam petik jari je, da lama aku buat. Ya Allah! Sakitnya hati hamba-Mu ini.Aku sedar diri aku ni sape. I don't have the damn rights to control people. I must realise to where I belong. Tak setaraf. Orang cemerlang mana nak selamanya dengan a loser like me. Saya duduk tempatan je,maaf la.
#done done je keluar lagu astronaut kat mp3
Kbye,
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