I beg for (dotdotdot)

Assalamualaikum wbt
Okay aku tau da lama tak update and bla bla bla. Do I write only when I'm bored? No. I'd write only when I felt a sudden stress or sadness. Ok probably it's the hormone talking. Buat muka annoy sikiiiit -_-' .

Ok ok ok ok tadi like the usual aku online FB. Then I came across a status update from a friend of mine saying " Kalau kau sayang sangat awek kau, kau takkan lepaskan nafsu kau kat dia "

You know what, that status kinda touched me. I dont know why. Maybe it's kinda related with jodoh yang ditentukan Ilahi. Bagusnya kalau dapat jumpa lelaki yang macam tu kan? The one that respects you and wouldn't even dare to touch you until dia dah sah bergelar suami. The one that would guide you to death.
Tapi kadang-kadang apa yang kita nak tak selalu akan dapat. Manusia merancang, Allah menentukan. Jodoh pun macam tu jugak.

" Bad statements are for bad people(or bad women for bad men) and bad people for bad statements(or bad men for bad women). Good statements are for good people(or good women for good men) and good people for good statements(or good men for good women): such (good people) are innocent of (every) bad statement which they say; for them is forgiveness " 24:26

See, even Al-Quran had stated well. So it is up to us la then kan. Usaha and tawakkal. But once we already have the person we love,take them as they are as long as they know the path. The RIGHT path. In my 17 years of living, I've done so many sins. So today, all I wanna do is seru everyone including myself to beg for forgiveness from the MIGHTY one.

"O Allah I have been extremely unjust to myself and none grants forgiveness against sins but You therefore forgive me with forgiveness that comes from You and have Mercy upon me. Verily, You are the Forgiving, The Merciful"
Amin~