I guess things happened for a reason,in fact,too many reasons. I was just too blind to see and too stubborn to even look what my deep conscience had told me to follow. Hey people, I'm Juliati and these are what I have to say:
Everything change with only a one-line simple text message ; I LOVE YOU.
This very line of sentence has put many souls in ,may it be, joy, despair, or dilemma. But to recount the situation that I've been in, I would say it would be ALL of the above. Love has its own beauty to each person that has been experiencing it. To me, it would be the racing of heartbeats when seeing the person we adore that makes love special. How everything would change? When being just mere friends, hanging out would be the perfect term and we would just casually sit and talk (or even gossiping) till it was time to part. However, now that every single feelings have been let out to each other,hanging out would not be the perfect term no more. It would be called, dating. See how very simple things like terms would automatically change themselves? Let's see other things that would change, for say, a conversation. Another simple thing. Before, it would go something like this " Weh, gerak bila? Nak gerak panggil tau " and then there's that whole change thing that would make it go something like this " Sayang sayang, sayang saaaayang sayang. Sayang sayang sayang? Sayang sayang sayaaaang " Haha lovebirds. It is not uncommon for couples to express their thoughts and share what they feel with their partners these days.But boundaries must be made to set,remember that, knowing the religion we are in. So there are many things that would change when these three powerful words - I LOVE YOU- are sent to the person we actually do like and would want to spend the rest of our lives with. Been there, done that. You know what, it did change my whole entire life and the way I see it, I get to keep living with those I love ,may it be mama, papa,along, abang, my friends and my love, by just saying ' I Love You ' . If Allah wills it.
Baru teringat, I planned on writing about someone I care so much but tertulis pulak pasal benda lain, haih. Macam mana nak start a proper introduction when writing about someone ? Teringat pulak tulis essay dekat maktab, exciting je. Sekarang, otak dah kosong maaiii. Well, here goes nothing :
Vous Faites Mon Coeur Battre Plus Vite - You make my heart beat faster
Remember how we used to be close? You would mock my height being tall yourself in person. In return, I'd say you are fat because of how intimidated I was of you. Scared was far from what I thought when first being in class with you. There was a little part of me that was embarrassed and I really don't know why. Is it because you were this random guy I sat in class with? Maybe. But I was never scared. Yeah, I've heard stories about you but somehow those things don't drive me far and far away from you. It was the opposite. Maybe you have this aura or maybe right now I'm just talking nonsense. We started hanging out and I felt like " Wow this guy is cool, never thought he would befriend a freak like me". Tu es extraordinaire mon ami. I found you so degil, keras kepala, and selalu nak menang. But aside all of those, you are this incredible person. You're sweet, kindhearted, considerate, and you put friendship at top of the list. And so life goes on like usual. School's over and now, look where we've gone so far. We have this great thing bind between us and truthfully, I would say you've made a very well done job in stealing away what's supposed to be kept permanent in me - mon coeur (my heart) . Now, you are something more, un don precieux and boy do I promise to keep you well enough I'd even sworn to be your awan nano. I'd be the shield to protect you from firing bullets ( saya memang wonderwoman lah sangat ) , I'd be the shoulder for you to cry on ( even awak dah ada shoulder sendiri,tambahkan satu lagi ) , I'd be the tree to shadow you from the blazing sun ( walaupun pokok merata-rata tempat ada ) . So you see, I'd rather do all those thing, even if you wouldn't be there for me the way I did for you, because all the while we've known each other, I've been feeling like I'm the happiest person alive for having such amazing friend like you. Now here's a secret I hope you could keep: You make my heart beat faster. Ssshh. Jangan bagitahu orang tau ;)
I've said what I wanted to say. It may not be something you would wish of reading but what the heck, I don't care. Muahahahahahahaha.
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