oh it's been a while,

Oh i''m free baybehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Oh it's been a while tak merepek merepek dlm ni -_-' huhah. Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia dah habis. SPM? apa tu? macam penah dgr ;D oh God, ju jgn ckp mcm tu ohhh. Straight A's amiin :) 
 Now that i have like a whole lot of spare time, i've been planning myself of what to do and not, bla bla bla.
First thing first : SLEEP , oh yeah babeyh qada' qada'. Then, blogging , FB-ing , skype-ing . Everyday would be pretty much the same thing ;) booooooooring. Oh maigod, lupa nak call Sab oh.wonder what she's doing now. 
Just called her. she asked to go for a concert -_-' mana tah.haha. sab bila nak shopping ni. What about Prom Night? heee ok bla bla bla.

Hmm the last day of school at MJSC TGB :
 After an hour and a half of perah otak dalam dewan, papers were collected. Screams of freedom and thunderous claps were heard. Smiles were widely spread across all students,and that includes me as well. Arose from my seat, I took a deep breath of relief. After 2 years of preparing , the lifetime battle has ended. Alhamdulillah :)  The plans after that were to return the SPBT books, hang out with friends that maybe would be the last time each of us would met , and see Umar. Check list : return book (done) , hugs and kissy kissy with girlfriends (done) . That left me with the most important event that day. I waited  and waited and waited. Luckily Hazim was there to accompany me [ thanks dude :) ] If he wasn't there , i'd be bored and probably suicide, haha. Anak pakcik Zakaria , thanks aww , lepas ni turun la KL kita lepak makan goreng pisang lagi eh ;) And so the time ticked . I waited for so many hours (lama oh) and at 5.30 (probably.dont remember la) he came. Dia botakkan kepalanya -_-' that was why he was wearing a cap. We hang around until it was 6.30 kot and his parents called 'balik rumah oi' haha. We said our goodbyes , took our last look , and left for our own routes. It was saddening. We managed to take pictures oh. 

That night, it was my turn to return home where I belong. Hazim had asked before whether I would want to go out. Pegi Jasin -_-' Seriously dude ? Karok kat situ? Tak syok aah babe, haha. When I was done with packing stuff and longgokkan dalam kereta, I asked dad to go KFC. Super hungry, I havent eaten the whole day. I just took roti je. Arrived at KFC, order order and sat at a table. When i was eating my burger hungrily Hazim was outside KFC tu, buat muka -_-' then he decided nak jumpa my mum, gila agaknya mamat ni. No way ohh. Lepas tu ,in car I slept all the way back. Serious penat. At 12 baru la sampai rumah. I entered my room and felt like every stuff in it kept on saying " Welcome home, Ju " . Yes, I'm home. Finally.

It's been three days. And today , everything felt so wrong. I dont know why. It couldnt be because of pms. It's not the time yet. I had this slight misunderstanding with Umar. Maybe it was entirely my fault, I guess. I never seem to be satisfied enough with him. I guess I'm having a breakdown, I'm not sure myself. We kinda like got in an argue till I kinda felt like I've had enough of him and just wanna walk away never to turn back. I cried. Haha, stupid je. 

Now, I'm sitting hopelessly in front of my lappy expecting a miracle to happen. Maybe tonight would be the night ,somehow a unicorn shows up or Adele knocking on my door (a girl can dream cant she?). Lalalala