Monday, 26 December 2011

for you, and your denial

Oh lama tidak babbling :D HELLO world . it's christmas, and it sucks. Everything went in a blur. I'm telling you, everything that has been going on, they seem to just fly by me, just like that. Like a snap. Oh I'm currently waiting for my L , I just sat home watching tv , and ate Snickers :)  You must be wondering how fat I've got myself into during this break. Lalalalalala, ohh and what makes this christmas more sucks was that I lost a friend this weekend , Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. You will be missed :'(

And one more thing, I'm all jumbled up at the moment. All my thoughts are like mixed up, I cant seem to make a good decision and what's more crucial is that I'm confused. I really hate it when this happens to me so. I dont mind you being all nice towards me, not at all I guess. I just dont wanna lose a friend like you like I had once. Let me tell you, it was sickening that I almost throw up. It was miserable. I was miserable. So I dont want to have to face all those stuff again. It hurt me superbad. So I'm begging you now please dont be so supernice. It's okay to be nice , just dont be supernice :) This is not considered as risau :D lalalalalalalaa

Hate me all you want I'll be okay, I'm half the world away

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